I am so ******** angry!!! It feels as if a hand is pressed over my brain, slowly crushing it as the stress builds up!!! I can't go to camp to see Arwen! How can I stay in this house a moment longer??? UGH!!!! My mother is crushing my self esteem by the hour! I now fully believe I'm disgusting filth and people only ever want me because they can't have my mother, and once she's single ((in RP)) they all go running and ignore me. This does not include Arwen, she's the only one who I can believe actually wants -me-, though I'm still boggled why, and I can't even go see her?!! WHY do the Gods do this to me?! What ******** lesson are you trying to teach me?! What is it, tell me so I can learn it and then I'll be able to see Arwen again!!!
purpletomatoes Community Member 
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