What am I supposed to do? So much pain in the last 48 hours. Arwen is at camp, I'm here on the computer sobbing my heart out. My brother hurt me. My mother hurt me. Then, to top it all off, I hurt me. I slit my wrists a few days ago. I forced myself not to cut the vien, so I cut right next to it. The world is just pushing and pushing and pushing. I have migraine's now. From stress. Migraines. So I sit there sobbing in my room, it feels like there's something in my skull crushing my brain. Not the mention the feeling that my heart will all crackle into pieces. Everytime I get hurt, my heart breaks. I try to piece it back together, but the shards are getting smaller and smaller and I'm running out of tape...
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