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Shadows...I'm surrounded...by shadows...memories of past...hearts I've encountered...it's no longer real. I've died, and I'm running from...
myself.

All the people I've met, from a certian point on
Have been lies
Simply altered versions of the real ones from that date
I'll call the day my soul died..."Circle"
Since the Circle, my mind has been feebly trying to make me think I am still in exisance. It uses the Old Ones as a referance and build around them creating the New Ones
I wonder how long it's been since the Circle
since my alternate reality called "Life" was created...
Is this the beginning of me going what the New Ones call "Insane"?
I've got all the makings
How much longer will I live in this...this..."Dystopia"? Yes, I'll call this place "Dystopia" and "Dyst" for short...
Now, I will begin the impossible
I will begin letting go of "appearence"
and "looks"
I will let go of the thought that people are thinking baddly of me
I will let go of food and embrace excercise, no matter how small of a step.
In this simulation, I will "live" to the best that I can
And one day,
I will learn the truth of this "life"
I'll need your help though
not to say I cannot rely on the New Ones
but, they might disappear
I need something solid
which turns out not to be solid in Dyst at all
which means you
Do you need a name?
My angel...forever dubbed "Trunks"
no matter how silly...
I need to wake up
and begin looking for the answers
I start here!
Wish me luck.