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I feel kind of bad for leading him on
it's not like he has to like me
or talk to me like this
It's just that I'm 15
not pretty
not skinny
not rich
slightly mentally unstable
and pretty weird
these are facts, don't tell me they aren't true
weather I have accepted and tried to change them is my deal
Maybe if he stopped pushing so hard
I've had a difficult life
and I don't need any more to worry about
I shouldn't feel bad
he's allowed to ask
he's allowed to beg
but this is my choice
and he will learn to respect it
it doesn't mean I like him any less
let's stay friends
cause it's not like we would go anywhere
I'm so much different from you
so far away
We've both been through so much
I think we need to talk
to understand
in order to go where you want to
you take rejection so well
but I can sense the hurt
or is it just what I think you're feeling?
well
for another day then



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