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ok so its been 3 months, ummm let me put it this way, s**t happens. self esteem girl is done with, she says shes found something she was disgusted by about me then 3 weeks later suddenly wants to talk. ok so now i'm in a better mood, im with another girl who i dont think ive talked about in this thing so we'll refer to her as new angel. well new angel and i went out b4 and well s**t happened haha. umm well i've discovered who i really am happy with, and shes happy with me so it works out, right? im hoping so, since if it doesnt work out with her then im basically screwed. i know they say they're plenty of fish in the sea but well for one im not a fish person and for two im the type of guy thts a dying race, chicks like how nice i am but for most im in the moodle zone (and yes i did just make a movie reference, for those who dont know this term goto youtube and search shes out of my leauge- moodle) only the ones tht r like me aka misunderstood by the crowd, r the ones tht actually care. and now tht im with new angel im happy, i find myself thinking and dreaming about her all the time, all i really want is to spend time with her now. thts love right? heh, i guess tht might just be me being me but im hoping it works out, im hoping things go well and im hoping for the best. i read back through my journals and realized tht ive come a far way from then. in the words of matchbox 20 "lets see how far we've come" haha