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I'm dropping about 5 friends tomorrow. It occurred to me a couple days ago that a couple of my "friends" are only there whenever I'm depressed for the glory. It very much pisses me off. I'm telling them to stop talking to me tomorrow. I can't wait.
I'm going back to my Red Hot Chili Peppers stage. Tell Me Baby now owns my soul. I know. I'm pathetic.
I'm so spoiled. I can admit it, but I am spoiled. I have a small, tight knit group of friends I can go to no matter what. In counting, there are 4 people in this group. 2 of them live in Houston, and the other 2 I have never fought with. Except Stephanie. We fought virtually everyday, and one of us [usually me] would break down crying and apologize the next day- or even the same afternoon.
Steph and I did it so much, whenever we fought people stopped watching. They would say, "I can always watch them fight and scream later today. No biggie."
Jerks.
So, yeah. Jenny, Lydia, Stephanie, and Jaimie are the coolest people ever. No matter what my problem is, I can tell one of them and/or all of them, and they won't say anything until I'm done. I have a couple of friends now that never listen to what I have to say.
This actually happened in 6th grade--->
Me: [in tears] My head hurts so terribly! I can't take an Imatrex because it's not a migraine, and Advil makes it worse!
Friend 1: So? My stomach hurts a little bit, and I'm not complaining.
Friend 2: Yeah, Lois. Stop whining and get over it.
stare And a couple of my other friends just HAVE to have it worse than me.
Me: I got grounded this weekend, and I was supposed to go out with Stephanie! [groan]
Friend 3: We can always do something together.
Me: I can't do anything. I'm grounded. It's a matter of minutes until my cellphone is taken away.
Friend 3: Well, my internet doesn't work! I have to spend time with my family! It sucks so bad! [In angry voice] I have to go now. I'm grounded for 3 weeks. Thanks a lot, b***h.
Yeah. I'm definitely not going anywhere with friends 1, 2, or 3. It sucks because I can never do anything to them without being the bad guy.
As for my 4 amigas, and yes I mean amigas, they're awesome. I can go to them about anything and they'll understand. It makes me feel great. It's weird. I love them all so much.
I mean, Stephanie knows more about me then I do. Stephanie is one of my role models. Stephanie is the first person I told about my questioning my sexuality stage, and she didn't freak out too bad. She didn't abandon me. I really like that about her.
Jaimie is funny. She lifts my spirits just by being with me. She's so strong inside. I love her so much. Jaimie has never judged me, and I can truly respect that. She's always stood by me.
Jenny. Oh wow. What to say? We've been friends for longer than I can remember. She and I just mash. I can't imagine life without her. She and I talk, we could talk more, but we do talk. I miss her so much. I wish she lived in San Antonio everyday. Jenny is my #1 best friend. [Sorry you guys.]
Lydia and I don't really talk, but when we do, it's always great. I can tell her a lot, and she's told me everything about her. I love Lydia for her understanding. If you knew you were wrong, and you had admitted it, she would STILL stand up for you. She'd fight to the death for the people she loves.
I have more friends that are always by me, but these are the 4 I trust the most. I'd die for any one of these people in an instant. If anything happens to one of these great people, no, they're heroes! They're my heroes, anyway. I strive to be kind like Stephanie, strong like Jaimie, understanding like Lydia, and the awesomest person ever like Jenny.
Other people I still love very much:
Terra
Laura
Sky
Sam
Annette
Chelsea
And, of course, [.Love.Song.] I still love him and all, but internet relationships. You know what I mean.
I hope.
Your lord and master,
Lois
 LongWayHome · Mon Jan 29, 2007 @ 03:52am · 2 Comments |
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