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Would you mourn for me? At the pace my life is going, you'll soon find out. This morning, I forgot I'd already taken my ADD medicine twice. At around 3rd period, I almost puked and got the headache/stomachache combination from hell. It hurt to breathe for an hour. Then, lo and behold, I checked my medicine cabinet when I got home and realized 2 concerta were missing. I almost overdose. No, scratch that, I DID overdose on accident. It's like I have loop memory now- my mind puts in false memories to replace what I've forgotten. Well, I'm alive, and now I'm labeling my medicine more carefully. If that bottle would have been the paranoia or hypomania, I'd either be in the hospital or a grave. It was scary as hell to not be able to breathe or see for those couple minutes, though. Well, I could breathe if I pushed really hard. It wasn't during any major part of the algebra lesson, though, and I understand well enough. I didn't say anything, but I was tempted to during lunch. I don't see the counselors believing I "accidentally" took three times the medicine I was supposed to. Whatever. It's over now, even if my throat still burns a little.
I finished my biography on time. I did it on Edgar Allan Poe. Did you know he was unofficially adopted after his father left in a drunken rage and his mom died of tuberculosis? I didn't. There's so much you can learn from reading about people. I think it'd be cool to have a biography written about you- and not an autobiography. That's just a way of saying, "Instead of interviewing a cancer surviver, I'm going to parade around on my awesomeness and watch you all suffer."
I'm doing a song called "The Water is Wide" for solo/ensemble. It's a really fun song to sing. There's only one problem- the highest I can sing is high C#, and the song goes up to high F#. My voice does a double backflip and falls every time I get to a high D, and high F# is WAY out of my range. I can go down to a low E, but low D makes my voice unsteady.
Solo/ensemble is on the same day as the speech/theater tournament this semester! I REALLY want to do both, but I don't see the schedule working out. Mrs. Hengst says I have incredibly strong cases for both affirmative and negative and I could win with either case hands down. It makes me sad I can't go to contest, but maybe I can work something out with Mrs. Jarvis and Mrs. Hengst.
That's about it.
Your Lord and Master,
Lois
 LongWayHome · Thu Mar 29, 2007 @ 03:14am · 0 Comments |
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