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My best friend,
And my savior
She keeps me from hurting
She keeps my rational behavior
She keeps me from going mad
With Anger and terror
She helps me get through
When I make a bad error
She'll hold my hand, if she could
She would help me along
She picked up the shattered pieces
Helped me cope when things were wrong.
I don't think she realizes
I don't think she sees
How hard it would be without her,
How lost I would be.
She's my best friend,
I say I love her all the time
I love her as a best friend
And other times...I wish she was mine
I'm not what she deserves,
I know she loves me, too
But I'm not she needs
She can't love me like that...

What if I told you?
What would you do?
Would you run away, or stay with me?
Or would you love me, too?
Things can't be that way.
I'll stick with what I know;
I'll never find someone like you
The affection you show.
You care, you love
You need someone there
And I know I couldn't do it...
I couldn't tell you, if I care
Because I can't be there
I can't be by your side
Not to hold or to love
Not to talk to, or confide
Accept with text on a screen,
Which isn't enough
You deserve someone real and there
That's real love.

I can't tell you.
And I know you're happy this way
I'll do nothing to change it...
I know you'll be okay.
So I can't tell you...
Unless it's in a friendship type way
I can't tell you...

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