• when ever your near me now, I feel like I want to die

    when I think of what happened, I try so hard not to cry

    now when I see your face, my heart doesn't beat

    there's so much to explain, but you wont let me speek

    I try not to think of you, but reminders are everywhere

    when I close my eyes to dream at night, I'm haunted by your stare

    when ever I hear your voice, I become paralyzed

    paralyzed by the pain that now wells inside

    I follow the rules that I have put down, because of what you said

    but you just make it more difficult, standing there laughing as if I were really dead

    All I want from you is my friend back, my angle, my teddy bear

    you will never understand because you wont listen, you don't even care

    I miss my friend, the way he was the only one who could make me smile when I was sad

    I miss my angel, the way he was the only one who could make me stay when I had a packed bag

    I miss my teddy bear, the way his hugs gave me strength when I was afraid

    and now that strength is what gets me through this pain you cause me every day.