by my own hand

• Artist: kattychick429
• Description:
  the da i wrote this was 4/29/09
  this was written for my friend Nicole
  she had cancer
  she killed herself
  on the 29th she put a blade to her wrist
  it was her 11th birthday
• Date: 06/16/2009
• Tags: hand

i am dying
day by day i die
this disease
it will kill in a matter of months
this disease which can not be cured

why
why must i die
when i have not even lived life to the fullest
when i don't even have a choice

if i shall die
it wouldn't be by my sickness
it shall be by my own doing

take a gun to my head
put a blade to my wrist
these are the ways i will go
not due to this disease

i have chosen
to take my own life
then have it be taken against my will


as i look around
i see faces
the faces of those i love
the faces that support me

i say goodbye to those faces
i say thank you for everything

that night
i will kill myself
it is not that i hate life
i just want to die by my own doing

Comments

[rose_e429]

sorry about your friend

[Dracondo Redhart]

......... That's sad...

[rose_e529]

aww that i so sad
sorry about your friend
good poem though