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For years I faced oppression in this one school , people telling me I couldn't play I was too fat, I ate too much, I was gay, girls wouldn't like me so I should turn to men. Well, I had my friends who knew what I was and the passion and fury I had within me. To all of you at that school who slighted me, I transformed my life into a personal "******** you."
That summer I worked the hardest I have ever had in my life. Every time I felt lazy, I envisioned the look on your faces when I came back. When my feet hurt from running, I went one more mile just so I could spite you. When you said I didn't have any friends, I made more than you did, just so I could shut you up. When I felt like I couldn't get out of bed, I got up and went to the gym, that way when football came I could beat your team and personally injure you. So that when wrestling came, I would win 15-0 by throwing you to the mat and letting you up repeatedly.
My parents told me never to let your words get to me. I questioned why? They got to me, and they inspired me. They inspired me to crush you in every way I could, so that when I was done, your life spiraled out of my hand just like sand on the beach. For this I thank you. I thank you for giving me the enthusiasm to be better than you in every aspect of your life. Remember when you called me gay? What happened? Your girlfriend broke up with you because she liked me. Remember when you said I would never be anything more than a lineman in football, blocking for you? I became the league ABOVE yours MVP runningback, while you sat out because my cousin started over you. Do you remember when you broke you nose during wrestling? Who threw you? It was me.
You and your "friends" made me feel like s**t day in and day out. So I changed it, I made sure you felt every bit of failure that I once felt. Except now it is too late for you to get back at me. You dug a hole for me and pushed me in. When I climbed out, I dug your grave and buried you in it. None of you will ever feel what I have felt. The rush up my spine as I slammed into each one of you on the field and embarrassed each one of you during that pity game. The adrenaline and anger coursing through my veins as I slammed you to the mat, and holding the 1st place medal while you held your head in shame in missing the top 5 wrestlers. Or the tender love between girls you only feel when you have a conscience.
To me, you all are not human, you do not deserve the compassion I treat almost every other human being with. The people who know me best know the animosity I have towards you. With this, my life has been transformed for the better. This is my giant ******** You, and I hope you succeed in life. I really do, because if you succeed, then I must be doing so much better than you so that no matter how well you do in life, you will always look up and see my shadow over you.
- Title: This is retaliation for sorrow
- Artist: Achikan
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This is to all of you assholes who said I couldn't do it, and cheers to those who said I could.
I crossed barriers from fat to strong, from unpopular to popular (for what it's worth anyway - this isn't a good thing), and from a weak person to a strong one.
This is my ******** YOU. - Date: 10/05/2009
- Tags: sadness couldnt said obese revenge
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Comments (4 Comments)
- -X- Overlimit -X- - 01/16/2010
- NICE 5/5 Great story
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- gummybears424 - 01/10/2010
- wow those jerks im glad you got them back they deserved it
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- Achikan - 10/14/2009
- You can, just go to the gym, run, and eat healthily. Always keep that in mind and dont cheat on your diet. It'll take a few months maybe longer but it works.
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- Broken Disciple - 10/08/2009
- i am trying to do this ame thing. i hope i can persevere like u did throughout it all
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