• whee Hey Im Emma and I'm 17. I've been going out with Bradon for about 3 months. Don't say anything but, he's abusive. Physicly and emotionaly. But when he's not in one of his "funks", he's a sweet guy. He buys me food for the kids and for me sometimes. Oh yeah...the kids. I got pregnent when I was 15. It was an acident and the father ran of when I told him. Then Brandon came along. He was perfect for the first few weeks, then I ran away from home. And when I moved in with him, he just....changed.

    This morning I was woken up by a romantic, 10 second kiss from Brandon. "Good morning babe" He said. "We're gonna have fun today." He smiled he signiture crooked smile which signaled he was in a good mood. Let's just hope the mood stays. "Oh really?! What are we gonna do?" "Well I'm kinda tight on money since Vision Care fired me, so we can't eat anywhere fancy, but trust me, we are gonna rock it today!" He grabbed me and pulled me up against his chest. He whispered, "Babe, you look more beautiful than ever" He started to kiss me slowly, he jumped on the bed, not stopping. I knew where this was headed and instently pulled away. I got off the bed, and we starred at each other for what seemed like forever. Then he said, with his weird perverted voice that reminds me of the father of my children, "Com' on babe, it's been 3 weeks!" "I know....hunn I just can't do this. I don't wanna get pregnent again.....I gotta take a shower." I walked into the bathroom and was about to turn on the shower when Brandon said "Hey mind if I join you?" I was about to fall under his spell and say yes, but I soon caught myself and said, "Maybe we should just start our day..alright hunn?" I turned the shower off and walked out of the bathroom. "Fine" He said angerly. Wow that went alot better than I thought it would. "Alright. Well we better get the kids and take them to daycare." His voice was suddenly happy...than I realized what he said. "WHAT?! I....we can't leave the kids!!!" "Babe trust me, what we're doin tonight wouldn't be right for the kids to watch." That statement both creeped me out and atracked me at the same time. "Alright I'll get um."

    "Welcome to Mcdonalds....whadya want." Wow...what an excited cashier. "Umm I'll have a big ma..." Brandon looked at me with percing eyes...not lovey percing..angry percing. "I mean...a small salad" "Sorry hunn....but you gotta stay in shape." He smiled a crooked smile. I just faked a cheezy smile, and the cashier looked at us and chuckeled. I bet she heard our conversation.

    After we ate, he said he was taking me to the beach. "Really! Awesome! But wait I don't have my bathing suit." I said. He smiled a crooked smile. "Hehe...your not gonna need one." I didn't really know how to feel at that point. The drive was long.....too long. We wern't going to the beach in town...we were going to a different beach.

    It was about 5:00pm by the time we got there. I found that there was no one there.....literally. the beach was deserted...and beautiful. "Omg Brandon! I've never seen anything so beautiful in my life....besides you" "Perfect..just how I planed it." He said. "So what did you mean when you said that we won't need out bathing suits?" "Hehe your so nieve." And then I knew it. He knew I wouldn't do it this morning....but on a gorgeous beach in the sunset... it was a possiblity. But I wasn't going to fall for it...not this time. "No! How cou...but wh...NO! I'm not going to have sex with you! I don't want to get pregnent...AGAIN! I;m done with sex!" I didn't realize how loud I was screaming. It was silent. Abd Brandon.....he just....smiled. Then he chuckled and his chuckle turned into a laugh. "Oh babe I think your wrong. I know what I want and I get what I want. We're gonna do it tonight."

    And then he punched me in the face. I saw him start to un-dress and then I went unconsius.