• dearest life


    i know dat love is wonderful to u but to me is horrible it made me sad made me kill my self cut my bains so many things i jus wana die after i loosed my x all dat i wanted he knows how much i luved him but he just played with my feelings and made me cry some people think the same as me wen he left me my heart felt lik it was glass and it broke my friends told me to get over it
    but no god knows how im feeling rite now had me in love lik never b4 but i cant believe it wen he left me my mom is hapy cuz she has a husband dey been hapyu for 4 years crying if i ever goten u bak jhon id giv u my heart but am afraid u do the same sad he mades me fall to a hole dat never ends dis is how i feel but now ive met sum1 dat maks me a lite hapy but no jhon i luv u i will never giv up to get u bak i been trying for 1 year so idk if i shud give up u kno wat? yes iam goin to giv up but am still luvin u inside my heart heart xp