• ok i have been looking up some things trying to figure out what my dreams mean and the common thing that i keep seeing is that i feel insecure and like my life is out of my controll. i have a lot of dreams that i have been shot and im sitting up aggainst a wall and im holding were i got shot and i dont feel any pain all i can feel is not being able to breath. all i can feel is the blood in my lungs. and i have other dreams tht im just screaming or trying to scream and my voice just doesnt work. then i have dreams were im riding a scooter and i fall off and i feel my stomach dropping then i wake up crying. i did have two dreams that i really remember clearly. one was thta i was pregnat and i was with a guy and he was so nice and he was holding me and hugging me and rubbing my belly, then my dream skipped forward and i had two kids a boy and a girl and the girl was grabbing a container of paint off a shelf and i said in the dream that i should buy a pacifire then that was the end. i also had a really scary dream that i was running from someone just running through a huge locker room and i ran into a dead end i turned around but no one was there but suddenly i had been shot in my side and my stomach and in my dream i was blow back and it knocked the wind out of me and i fell aggainst the wall and slid down i saw the blood leaking through my fingers and i had the fealing like i was falling and my stomach was dropping. all i could feel was that feeling when you get the wind knocked out of you and i wasnt trying to get my breath back the edges of my veiw were fading then some one came out of nowere i couldnt remember if it was a girl or a boy it was just a person and they picked my up and suddenly we were on a road and they layed me on the ground and left me and the dream started over again from were i got shot and that moment of breathlessness and stunned silence went on forever and kept going and going... when i woke up i tasted blood in my mouth and that breath of air felt like the first in centrys. it was the scaryest dream i ever had.... i need to find deeper meening in my dreams it starting to iritate me i keep having the same kind of dreams over and over again.