• when i first saw her and looked into her eyes, i saw so much personality... i wanted to look away and yet i didnt at the same time, like a child trying to grab the flame of the candle.

    her eyes were so deep that i first looked away for fear of getting lost.

    what i saw in her eyes...

    personality, formed of dependance, courage, care, and strength. all put into a single body that even itself had devine beauty. who was this nameless creature?

    in a case such as this, one must remember words only give a shadow. the emotion itself was for lack of a better phrase, beautiful beyond words.

    however, if it is strong enough, i hope to be the tool it will use to describe itself.

    she reminded me that of a snowflake, for you could never find another one like her if you looked for an eternity.

    but this does not earn her respect, instead it is gained by her kindness and love she shows others.

    when sitting by her, you feel no worry or fear. just the happieness that you feel.

    it has only been not long ago that i only met her. such admiration i hold for her independance.

    for i know the same critisism that she has experienced, and i know that it is not over yet.

    the strength and dedication to endure such a hardship is hard to surpass for any normal human being.

    am i the only one who sees this soul? i observe the reactions of others, watching they eyes and listening to the voice as words spill from thier mouths... i see the eyes pause while they find what they are searching for, like a hawk for prey, only seeing a potential puppet to be used for personal pleasure. i feel insulted as both a man and a human being.

    she has seen this illusion before, and is not fooled. for she knows where the minds are, and is not wanting heartbreak again.

    if i could only give her the chance to see that not all men are swine. to show that there is at least one man who isnt about having sex and leading on.

    then our eyes meet again, and she gave me the opportunity that i wanted. i showed her who and what i am.

    when i ask her if she would like to be with me, she is unsure, for she is afraid of the same thing happening as in her past. there is trust, but only enough to sustain a very strong freindship.

    true, i would like there to be more, but my heart is patient. i will wait as long as it takes for her to become comfortable.

    yes, its true that great things can be given to you in an instant, but its the perfect things that are worth waiting for.