• this feeling
    so deep inside
    I can't describe it
    it's like I've died

    can't remember a time
    when I haven't felt this way
    what am I going to do
    will I ever be okay?

    it's real strange
    this feeling of being a shell
    there's this hole
    where my heart used to dwell

    I can't picture this feeling correctly in your mind
    because there are no words for this
    for once, I'm speechless
    I don't know if the right words even exist