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heart iont kno wuss goin on but so many thoughts race through my head and i begin to have suicidal thoughts surging through my brain i dont kno what to do so i smoke a blunt to try and ease the pain but to no avail all attempts to calm myself fail it doesnt help me at all i really need to know how you feel do you truely wanna be with me??? do u really love me?? i fall to my knees and start crying a man can only take so much before he feels like dying
no matter how high i get i still feel lower than dirt why must i have have a heart??why must it hurt???for whatever its worth i love you more than anything on this earth i gave you the key to my heart and you opened the door to many your beauty is to die for but u have to kno that to me your love is all that i live for so here i sit weeping complete strangers watch me as i sit alone crying however i dont care wen they ask me whats wrong i look them in the eye and quote lil wayne "i feel like dying"
hours seem to drag on and there seems to be putting no end to my tears i've lost all tracc of time as the days feel to me like years i wanna say that i hate that i love you like neyo but no matter how hard i try i cant even convince me all i kno is that i'm addicted to you and your torturous love, its almost like a drug and i cant deny that you leave me fiening for you, and loving you,i find myself, a man ,crying wholely and from the inside; deteriorating, slowly im dying
to end my tears, and end the pain, i pull out my gun. in it a single bullet i clocc it bacc and pull the trigger, the bullet exits tha chamber in a burst of flames. i feel the heat against my temple the bullet begins its journey into my brain the pain in my heart stops someone screams"call the cops" i feel a brief sharp pain in my head sirens ring yet my heart sings, i see yor face once more i rejoice for the last time my mind replays yor voice, then theres no more pain, blood rain, a smile creeps across my face as the reality sets in no more crying, i no longer feel like dying. "he's dead" the last words i ever heard moral of the story; i'd die without you and thats my word
- by tha_king_of_heartz |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 01/10/2009 |
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- Title: feel like dying
- Artist: tha_king_of_heartz
- Description: a window into tha intense emotions felt when tha 1 person u love more than anything else no longer has love for u from a ghetto aspect
- Date: 01/10/2009
- Tags: feel like dying
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Comments (4 Comments)
- Toxic_Pinup_ - 05/18/2009
- wow....
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- Misukinekochan - 01/21/2009
- holy........ that was deep.......
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- steamyhappygrunny - 01/14/2009
- lol good job! but i just hope i could be the first to comment tho... ={ oh well....4/5
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- Tim Revi - 01/11/2009
- Ouch...Nice work smile sad
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