• As time passes,
    I get more confused,
    I grew more pain,
    I grew more terrified of the future,

    Every time I tried to smile,
    Tears came out,
    I tried to run,
    But the more I ran the more pain I felt,

    My heart sank every time I get dreams,
    The more I was with you,
    The more I wanted my dreams to become true,
    Though I know my future is cruel,

    Every time,before I sleep,
    I was afraid to close my eyes,
    As I know one day, after I close them,
    I will never ever open my eyes again,

    Heartless glances came my way,
    As I silently screamed in the shadows,

    Even though I was as intelligent as them,
    'Annoying' and 'useless' kept echoing in my head,
    As I slowly drifted away,
    Into nothing,

    Slowly, I kept loosing abilities,
    One by one disappeared,
    And now,I sit on a wheal chair,
    Wondering my purpose of living,

    Sweet as honey or bitter as the bitter gourd,
    I kept on writing,ignoring everything,
    No one knew the pain I felt,
    No one,including the one's who have the same fate as me

    Worthless words of encouragement ,
    Sympathy and donations,
    All have no use to me,
    As I kept thinking about my dreams that
    have been shattered into a million pieces,

    Even though I was carrying a huge burden,
    I wasn't alone,
    I could feel the warmth from them,
    As I knew that I wasn't the only one in pain

    I do not think that god is to be blamed,
    Because,this isn't the matter of luck
    And I am sure that my fate isn't an unfortunate
    It's just a mere inconvenience.

    Even though one day,I'll perish,
    I sure will not give up
    For I knew there was a glimmer of hope

    And even if I die,
    I sure hope that flowers, a bunch of them,
    Covered my grave,
    As I leave in peace.