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Crumbling to pieces
I do not make a sound
Listening to my heartbeat
As I fall to the ground
Holding my chest tight
Unforgiving is the pain
Keeping it inside
There is nothing else to gain
Whimpering, I move
But the pain is way to deep
Tears held in my eyes
But I do not dare to weep
Screaming in my mind
But keeping my mouth shut
Scared of what will happen
As I make another cut
Blood drips on the paper
As I write my last goodbye
Holding the pencil tightly
As I slowly start to cry
The papers soaked with tears
The blood has stained the floor
My note is on the table
I close my eyes once more
Standing up, I walk
Towards the corner of my room
And ball up on the floor
As if it was my tomb
The room is spinning around me
And I want to make it stop
The razor blade still in my hand
I take another chop
The pain seers up my arm
And you would think it hurts
But I don't feel a thing
It just stops all the alerts
I close my eyes again
As the dizziness is making me sick
I think of a happy place
A forest beside a creek
The image starts to darken
And my life passes before my eyes
Suddenly I want it to stop
Though I know that everyone dies
It's too late now
I can see the light ahead
I smile as I walk towards it
No more pain or dread
The next morning I was watching
As I sat up in the sky
My parents walked into my room
And I had to watch them cry
I wanted to look away
Because it hurt more than the blade
I wanted to go and comfort them
Even though I disobeyed
My mom died of cancer
One mother after I was gone
My dad shot himself
He just wanted to be withdrawn
I had to watch as they died
As they walked towards the light
I cried myself to sleep
Knowing it'd never be alright
I never saw them again
Though in heaven they say you do
But my parents must have hated me
I can't say I wouldn't have too
I sit in the clouds all day
And I watch people die
I don't think this is heaven
'Cause in heaven you're not supposed to cry
This must be what hell is
To watch the world go by
I know why I was sent here though
I made my family die
- by xXxdemonic_chickxXx |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 02/01/2009 |
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- Title: suicide
- Artist: xXxdemonic_chickxXx
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- Date: 02/01/2009
- Tags: suicide
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Comments (6 Comments)
- PunkCupcakez - 03/27/2010
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Words Cant Even Describe How Amazing This Poem Is.
I Dont Care What Anyone Say This Is Just Astonishing. - Report As Spam
- Tililaco - 05/04/2009
- .....whoa.....5/5....that was amazing
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- Til Death and Beyond - 02/04/2009
- you're an excellent poet.
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- aL ycious - 02/01/2009
- The rhyming words and rhythm were perfect, until "Standing up, I walk". Not particularly deep, but still very enjoyable. However, the grotesque death of the parents, and the light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel thing, were a little over-the-top.
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- PeachPride21 - 02/01/2009
- wOw, that's so well written. 5/5
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