• Tears silently steam down my face
    each tear meant to replace
    the words i cannot say
    for i do not wish to stay in this cruel world anymore

    My eyes now red and swollen
    do not come close in comparison
    to my broken heart which is now in a million shreds
    and it fills me with dread
    to think it will never be complete again

    Bang! goes the gun i mentally
    hold to my head wishing it was really
    there so i might have a chance to finalize
    this never ending nightmare until i realize
    that this will be my sweet surrender
    until im gone forever