• I waited
    And hoped and prayed
    For nights on end
    That you'd come home to stay
    I crossed my legs
    And tapped my fingers
    Playing music
    That reminded me of you
    Sipping that wine
    A little more every night
    As I waited near the door
    Some would drip out the side of my mouth
    Down my throat
    Warm like your kisses
    And stain my white blouse
    I sat and waited
    And drank away many bottles
    The hours drew on
    And still I'd be the only one
    Who would sleep in our bed
    Holding your pillow to me
    As if it were you
    Then that letter came
    And a purple heart
    And you were never coming home
    My waiting was for naught
    I'm laying in bed now
    In one of your shirts
    Gripping your pillow
    And the last picture of us together
    Never going to let go
    Pulling out your revolver
    Chugging that bottle of wine
    The sheets are stained
    With the wine and the tears
    And soon my blood
    As I finish that bottle
    And pull the trigger
    I'm coming to you
    Are you waiting for me
    The way I waited for you