The Price I Must Pay

• Artist: Misstress Kira
• Description: I know that this may be dark and depressing, but I do assure you that I did not do what I had wrote about in this poem. What caused this poem is someone close to me leaving, and I figured that writing was the best outlet. Hope that no one takes any offense
• Date: 02/28/2009
• Tags: price must

I hold the knife upon my wrist, Stopping but for a second, my heart beginning to twist
Would anyone miss me if I was gone? Would anyone ask what was wrong?
My eyes begin to blur, I will not let the tears fall.
My mind is in a whirl, All I want is to end it all
When I die, will anyone cry, Or even wonder why?
I hold the knife tighter, And with one quick pull, I make the cut, Letting the blood pool
As my blood begins to flow, I feel no pain. All I know is that I'll never have to feel this way again
Now as the blood begins to flow freely, I can see more clearly. My life is over, It can't be undone
All I ever wanted Was to be someone. Someone important, someone close to your heart
But I've screwed that up So now from this life I do depart
I am not worthy of anyone’s tears, All I have now is to face my own fears
I am truly sorry if I've caused anyone pain. But for every loss, there is a gain
No more having to argue with me, You can find someone else for that person to be
I can't take this hell anymore, So I'm just going to lay here on the floor
As the last of my blood leaves my heart, Hopefully I can have a new start. For my last words to those I love dearly
I have only one thing left to say. For the pain I have caused you, This is the price I must pay

Comments

[xXxLoveHugsDrugsxXx]

Great job!!...and not to be weird...but for someone who doesn't do what you described in your poem...You caught the feeling very well...sorry if that sounded wierd!! come and read my stuff!!

[T o x i c _ I3lood]

I really like this poem you made
hope you make one thats a little less depressing

[Sunafire]

Very emo, but in the same way I like it.
Try splitting up the sentences so it looks less more like a chunk.

Poetry is a nice little outlet for all sorts of emotions, so I hope it helped with you smile