• For the first time in my entire life,
    The treasure that I always keep obscured to unfathomable misery
    That could not be eradicated as long as I live.
    Facade of heart pureness turned to void a chamber of dark abysmal
    Living with deep penetrating scars that could not be fade away.
    I wished time would stop.

    Oh Rain-god, Zeus.
    Let your power be used for my parsimonious wish
    That it would cover these bloody tears
    So I could hide this fragility of mine.
    I hated this sorrowful vulnerable body.
    A bucket of tears that could not be used to make corpse alive.

    Why give me a damn thing in the first place?
    Even though you would take it away from me later on.
    Mourn was the only thing that I could do.
    Without even my permission,
    You would just snatched it away from me.
    Ironically, I was the one who was being selfish in here.

    I knew you were the one who gave me life.
    You let me play to your wonderful world
    And I was thankful for that.
    You even provided me playmates
    To play with.

    Please be gentle on me.
    Take away kindly what you gave to me
    And put them at ease.

    If it is my turn to go,
    I wish I fulfill my duties
    And I hope that those who mourn for me
    Will moved on and live their lives.

    crying crying