• I sit here
    as my eyes water
    making me want to bawl.

    My life is meaningless
    barren and boring
    doing the same damn thing
    day in and day out.

    I want spice
    yet I can't change
    perhaps it's laziness that plagues me.

    My efforts are useless
    dainty and weak
    failing before I even tried
    never ending, relentless.

    I need change
    as I sit in this waste
    repeating every faulty action.

    My "I" is dieing
    suffering and pain filled
    desiring to be normal
    where will I be lead?