• i don't wanna talk i wont say a word
    even if i did i wont be herd
    so i'll just pretend that everythings alright
    ill pretend like i wont die tonight
    i don't want to speak to anyone today
    and no, i wont be ok
    everytime something good happens in my life
    somehow it always ends with me holding a knife
    everytime someone gives a damn..there always taken away
    cause "god" decides..they cant stay
    whatever happend to karma? what goes around comes around
    but it always comes back to me, and i end up back on the ground
    so ill just keep smiling like im not dying inside
    ill just keep laughing to make you satisfied
    because even though this makes me cry
    all thats nothing compared to watching your someone die