• Repulsive blight this carrion disease
    Doctors know no cure
    For this curse that belongs to me

    Prejudice isolation from my peers
    Who cannot see
    Beyond their baseless fears

    My mother's dead, the love is gone
    Her replacement's found
    She despises my soundless song

    Forced labor in the gritty streets
    Ridiculed by all
    These insults must I erroneously greet

    Punished venomously because I breathe
    Can't handle the conflict
    Deciding alone, from home, I take my leave

    And enter the work of sideshow hell
    Repugnant masochist
    My flaws so perverse they sell

    Sanctuary from suffering vicariously
    Vassal to the throne
    The Queen so kind to stay with me

    Wildflowers accompany my grief
    Alone at night
    Quiet end and sigh without relief

    I feel as if God's not to blame
    Only myself
    Freak of natural disgusting shame

    Requesting feelings from the blind
    They're the only ones
    Who would associate with my kind

    Condition steeped in deterioration
    I waste away
    Behind the merciless axe of contagion

    Last rest's eve has surely gone by
    Sleeping trauma
    Fractured neck upon which my final wishes die