• Almost twelve; almost midnight

    Still awake

    and writing with all my might

    counting the days

    that already past

    and noticed that it was not so long

    but still I cant stand

    coz i cant deny that im glad

    with the past few days

    with those memories

    sighting back from the past

    why i denied the fact

    that you’re already a part of my life?

    but not a quarter or a half

    but almost a whole

    and thats enough

    to tell my self that im stupid enough

    to let you go

    without letting you know

    what you had brought in my life

    memories that i kept reminiscing

    memories that i will still kept on remembering

    but i will keep on denying

    i hate myself because

    i dont want to hurt you anymore

    i wish i could bring back the time

    those times i had spent with you

    but what i wish would never came true

    too bad you’re not here anymore

    but i can wait for you forevermore

    just hope and pray that i wont fond

    another person who is one of a kind-

    another person whom may i share my emptiness

    but later on will love me endless

    and what if i fall for him?

    then you’ll get back and look for me?

    what shall i do for me and you?

    should i pick you, who i love but always makes me cry?

    or him, the one who loves me, makes me happy and makes me smile?