• 5 years now,
    and it hasn't gone away
    I believed that it was truly here to stay
    forever now and forever more
    keeping all locks on my mental door
    leaving me stranded
    gasping for ideas
    empty handed
    and full of fears

    Slowly capturing my feelings
    blocking my outside vision
    lowering all my ceilings
    and making its painful incision
    leaving me with no strength to fight back
    or any tools for defense
    but now I decide to attack
    even if its against common sense

    Yes, This must be done
    and I'm going to give it my best
    this won't be that much fun
    but I must pass this painful test
    for my life advance
    and my broken stance
    I truly must give it my best
    Yes, I'm going to give it my best

    Now I might not come back
    I might be lost for the remainder of your years
    but please don't cry
    or spread those tears.
    Its all or nothing
    and I just can't sit and waste.
    I need to flourish
    but now I must make haste