• Some times i sit around wondering
    If only I
    If only you
    If only we
    It was never like this before
    We were perfect togother
    I was half of you
    You were half of me
    Togother we could take on the world
    But then she came into the picture
    When i walked into a room I wasnt who your eyes were searching for
    It was her
    I would call out your name
    Our voices clashed but its was hers that you always heard first
    You would stand by me but wishing i was her
    Soon my pure jealously for your intoxicted love affair
    Drove my emotions out i never knew i had
    She was the perfect test to see if we could stand through thick & thin
    But we failed
    A hard failure indeed
    Cause not only did she take your hand in marriage
    But your freeedom
    Your individuality
    Most of all your creativity
    All the things i boasted about when you and I were togother
    Once she was with you; my heart no longer wanted to keep yours
    I grew tired and old of waiting for the day you'd return
    For i knew i couldnt keep your heart
    She seemed to some how steal everything else
    Really what did it matter
    Now we had no chance of survival
    You threw it all away for that one girl
    Now its ten years down the road
    I found my one
    But some days I cant help but wondering what if
    I guess all girls do it one day
    I hope your truly happy
    For when i gave back your heart
    It brought tears to my eyes
    The tears dried soon after
    Healing my heart which was broken into two
    Im happy for the life you have chosen not with me but another
    And all i can do now is ask you:
    Was that one girl truly worth it?