• Standing in the middle of my room I close my eyes. Bending my neck back, I spread my arms out wide.
    Giving into my anguish, I let it consume me. Burning everywhere, my entire being burning. I don’t stop it; it spreads from my heart until I am engulfed. Time ceases while I fall to my knees, sweat drips as I become one with this heat. My pain, where is my pain? Replaced with a fire, do I want this burning to go any further? This is my last chance, in my mind I look back, and at that moment I decide…. I will never go back.
    The pain Burns completely, to an unknown place.
    Far from reality I rise from the ground,
    Fire red burning constant, burning,
    Of hate and rage,
    Death and desire,
    Consuming all of me,
    Filling with fire.
    Flashing before me my pains, look at them, these were the cause of this. I reach out my hand and take them, bringing them close to me smiling “you are my children, my demons.” And I shall consume you, into me a take them and eat them, fire all around me as I eat them one by one, consuming them each savoring the defeat. What is this inside of me, a sickness an intense nausea, grasping these pains these demons inside of me sickening me. Shaking I clench myself erupting inside. Suddenly… vomit, fire spewing from inside of me burning, and fire. I scream in joy , this is my fire, baptized in fire I am new.
    Screaming joy,” I pain no more!”, power inside of me, every raging scream pulsates this rage, feeding my flames of destruction. Screaming, screaming, screaming rage of joy,
    I awake, new.