• suicide is a sin, because god gave us a beautiful life in a beautiful world
    where everyone is treated fairly and love was everlasting.
    so what happens when you life isnt as beautiful as everyone eles?
    what if you were always being hurt and always being used.
    everyone around you was out to get you.
    your loved ones painting you the picture of health over you
    to mask the gray away.
    what if your parents fought and fought and love did not conqure this time only hate?
    you pray you pray and god doesnt hear you, you feel so small knowing others are praying to him to asking for help.
    you have no resort and try to drug yourself and harm yourself.
    every once of blood in your body being taken away buy your own harm.
    your dreams and hopes gone by morning only to be stolen.
    being waken up by your own sounds of tears.
    this isnt beautiful and it isnt a sin.