• I wrestle the angel
    To undoe the curse
    That has burdened me since birth
    With it I am not in control
    I cannot decide if i should live or die
    I cannot decide which emotion to use next
    With the curse i am forced to remain undecided
    I cannot make a true decision
    I cannot make a new begining
    I cannot make a new end
    That is all i know
    I cannot decide
    I cannot control
    It kills me
    But
    The curse
    Its me. . .
    Or more accurately
    My humanity