• As she sits beside me
    Smiling but making no sound
    Visions flicker through my head
    Visions that aren't allowed

    Oh I wish to tell her
    But she cannot know
    How much I really care
    How much I love her so

    At least not while we're here
    In this stupid Christian school
    I'd be considered evil
    A devil in an angels pool

    HA! I laugh at that
    God made me how he wished
    I wonder if I'll go to hell
    Just for a simple kiss?

    She looks into my eyes
    Their color dark and fair
    And I blush for many reasons
    Just because she's there

    Oh I just can't feel this way
    At least not for HER!
    We've known eachother for so long
    Why'd this problem have to stir?

    I know she cannot love me
    And that she NEVER will
    What more could you ask
    From a fellow christian girl?

    All things I shouldn't notice
    seem to catch my eye
    But I know the consequence
    I feel lke I could cry

    ONly one more minute
    Until I leave this bin
    This godforsaken school bus
    Encouraging me to sin

    Maybe I'll tell her later
    Or maybe I'll shy away
    Maybe then she'll tell me
    She too feels this way

    Though it may not be right
    Though God himself might frown
    If she ever said that
    Nothing could bring me down