• I've become a fool
    Eyes tainted
    Throat dry
    Perhaps speechlessness wasn't good enough
    It seems everything I do these days
    Just isn't good enough
    And for an underachiever
    You are a great overachievement
    It scares me
    Do you hear this
    I had all I ever wanted and more
    And was scared of it

    I must be insane
    I had what I wanted and didn't demand it stay
    Go if you must
    It won't hurt me
    I thrive on my own
    And am used to being
    Calloused
    Bruised
    Defeated
    Lonely
    Empty
    Must be a writers habit
    To tell stories

    I am and was blind
    So how would I have ever
    Truly been blinded by your beauty
    By you
    In honesty I saw nothing coming
    And remained blind until it was gone
    Too far sighted
    To realize the present
    Is a gift

    I am broken
    Will, mind, and body
    Spirit gone
    Passion gone
    You
    Gone
    And I
    In pieces
    From giving pieces
    Of whats rightfully yours
    To others

    I stand humbled
    Humiliated to humility
    Reaching to regain my highness
    Vowing to never let you go again
    To never make those same dumb a** mistakes
    Whether with you or not