• I <3 pain

    pain has become a drug to me i need it to feel somewhat human i crave it ..i love it ..the way it travels the way it pulses from your heart to let you know you still have one no matter how cold and life less it may seem im in love with the way you look when your eyes are filled with sheer and utter pain when your face is twisted into a look of pure disgust and hatred while you stare into the mirror wondering who or what you truly are i bite my lip and bring you close into my embrace then only then at the very point when you fell the bitter cold inside you grow to slowly swallow your heart taking away the only thing you could fell the only way you knew you were still alive your precious precious pain...that's when i would bring my lips to yours and whisper the three words you wish to hear so badly at this point "i hate you " then you and I ..would be the same