• I can see it in your eyes.
    You wont let me get off easy today,
    Will you?
    No, never.
    I can see that I'll have to do it again.
    To get rid of the pain,
    The sorrow.
    The emptyness.
    But you wont ever know.
    You wont see behind my clever tricks.
    I'm just too damn good.
    I've had too much practice.
    So just let me take my pain away,
    With one swift,
    Heavy slash across this cursed flesh.
    And I'll let this tained blood drip,
    Slowly and satisfyingly.
    Watching as unpure luquid runs down this wretched flesh,
    I won't stop with just one cut!
    No,
    I'll make another,
    I'm making myself clean and pure.
    Oh momma, daddy,
    Aren't you proud?
    I'm repenting with my blood.
    I'm making myself clean for you and Christ.
    After all,
    That is what you want from me,
    To be clean and pure.
    You told me so!
    You never told me how, though.
    This is my way of getting 'holy'
    This is making me clean again.
    'Innocent', if you will.
    Mommy,
    Daddy,
    You never will know this is what i do.
    I'm just, 'too damn clever'
    Is what you always tell me when i am being a smart-a**.
    I have thought of many excuses.
    And they're pretty good.
    So off, but yet, so believalbe.
    It's truely amazing how you don't see it.
    You're truely blinded to the obvious aren't you?
    Well,
    Let's just keep it that way,
    As i let the blood drip to the floor.