• Every bone in my body has the urge to rush to the sea.
    They want me to fall in and set myself free.
    My eyes keep fighting back tears,
    And my mind wanders in its worst fears.
    The familiar taste of copper drips from my lips,
    And i wake up frantically in the night searching for your face.
    I am falling apart, bursting from the seams.
    And you, my dear, can be the one who saves me.
    I always said you shone brighter than the stars,
    But now I think you may be drifting too far.
    You needs this, I know, I know.
    And I need patience,
    But we both know that I was never good at that.
    Every dream shows you again with me.
    Yet I think my mind is trying to stay happy...
    By allowing me to live in memories.
    I am in love with the overcast skies,
    Because the blue ones always remind me of your eyes.
    I refuse to forget those stolen kisses in the summer rain.
    They were wrong, but tainted with a feeling of right.
    For over a year, I prayed and watched you.
    Hoping that pieces would come together.
    Hoping that you would grow up and be the star you should be.
    A smile appears on my face when I think of the way you want to change.
    But my heart cracks as it longs to be by your side.
    I hope you find what you are looking for,
    And I pray you become who you want to be.
    I pray that this new person still loves me.
    So when I lay at the beach, or stare at the stars,
    I begin to wonder where you are.
    But a little voice inside says everything will be okay.
    And I tell my heart the same.
    I tell my heart that you love me still,
    But this is something that we both need.
    I tell my heart not to cry,
    Because maybe I am still by your side.
    We made mistakes, you and I.
    However, we can both change if we try.
    Holding your hand, dancing in the rain,
    Hugging you, laughing as hard as we can,
    That is all I want again.
    Don't forget about me and all those memories.
    Try to give us another chance eventually.
    Because honestly, I will just be waiting.