• I love how you torture me.
    With your glorious affection.
    I love my denial.
    It saves me.
    I love how you've broken me.
    Into thousands of pieces.
    I love how I'm always alone.
    But that doesent matter.
    I love how you know.
    Without me saying anything.
    I love how there's always someone else.
    There's no room for me in your heart.
    I love how you love me.
    But I don't understand.
    I love how much this hurts.
    Thats all I have left from you.
    I love how I'm scared.
    But my fears came true.
    I love your smile.
    It made me feel alive.
    I loved to shine for you.
    You seemed to be happy.
    I hate your fake smiles.
    Thats what saved you from me.
    I love how you make me feel.
    But I don't know why.
    I love how you love me.
    But I hate that I love you.