• Suicidal Mission
    Verse 1:
    Going ‘round in circles. Life will never change. I just want some peace and quiet. Why is that so strange? Wasting so much time. Living so helplessly. So bored of the wind. So tired of the sky. I just want to die. And that’s exactly what I’ll do.

    Chorus:
    Just laying here in darkness. Insanity is tearing me apart. I don’t know what to do anymore. I believe I lost my Heart. Why can’t you be here? I feel lost on this earth. Why must I suffer? I’m on a suicidal mission.

    Verse 2:
    I walk through the front doors of some tall building hoping to jump off. There is nothing that I want. No one that I love. Standing in the elevator rising to the top. Finally I stand on the edge ready to fall.

    Chorus:
    . . .

    Verse 3:
    I feel the wind rushing past my face. I am going to leave the world without a trace. I lean forward and my feet leave the roof. This was a crime without any proof. As I’m falling, I fly with the birds. All the people down below gather in herds.

    Chorus:
    . . .

    Verse 4:
    I wake up and everything’s white. Is this heaven I thought? Let’s just hope I was right. Then I hear a doctor calling out my name. Damn it, I had failed. I cannot bear such shame. I am going to sit on my cot and find another way.

    Chorus:
    . . .

    Verse 5:
    Sitting in my bathtub. Knife to my wrist. The hot water is rising. This is such a risk. I make a swift motion across my vein. And my blood is bright red. Knowing that soon I’ll be dead, I lean back to relax. I start to get drowsy and my eyelids close shut.

    Altered Chorus:
    Just drifting in darkness. Insanity no longer tearing me apart. I know now, I can’t feel anymore. I believe I lost my soul. Why weren’t you there? I am gone from this earth. I no longer suffer. I finished my suicidal mission.