• i weep, and i know ive done something wrong. you deny but i know it's a lie. before you have wrapped your arms around me and said we'd be together forever. but that was a lie also. you broke your promises and you broke my heart.... but, i still love you, and i know not why. i cry in the night, knowing of all my mistakes. knowing that i have driven you away, and now there is that rift. i pray for things to revert back to the way they were. Was the damage i did that bad? will you not forgive me? you say you still love me and you always will. i know that, but i also know you dont care about my problems anymore. that you care more about being with your friends than alone with me. you say reality finally set in. but if it has, then reality has no love for me. our bodys and minds used to be in sync, we fit like a puzzle. but every hurt you cause me brings me to tears, i cant be myself anymore, i fear of losing you. if i make one mistake, i feel that you'll leave and never come back.... i dont know what to do, it hurts. I Love You!!! but im trapped, with you i cry, but without you i know no happiness.... WHAt AM I TO DO!!! what am i to do?