• I know there were tears in your eyes when I turned to walk away.
    Please just know that I did my best, I tried.
    I also want you to know that when I couldn't see you anymore, I cried too.
    That night I asked myself the question we all need and want the answer to:
    Why?
    Now that time has passed and we pretend everything is fine, I have realized the answer.
    I was scared, nervous. I didn't know how to give in to the love you were so willing to show me and to trust you not to hurt me. I still don't.
    You were perfect. You still are.
    I was wrong. I still am.
    You make my heart sick, but now it's too late for regrets.
    And yet here again is that unrelentless question:
    Why?