• All around me, are fellow lost souls.
    So much alike, that we don't even notice there are others just like ourselves.
    So lost in pain, to notice there are ways of feeling again.
    A lifesaver in the midst of the ocean we cannot seem to escape.
    Love hath torn so many souls to the core.
    Hate not far behind to greet them, greet them with the vines of Satan's hands themselves.
    Dragging, torturing, filling so much of ones-self on the way down the tunnel of fiery flames.
    Who will I be today? Will I react as one should in the normalities of every day life?
    How will I change someone today? Will I send fear into those that hath not known such great sorrows such as I?
    I sit and contemplate, what more can I do in this world, without making myself noticed?
    Who today, can I sweetly tear apart, piece by piece and never be regonized again?
    Whilst I sit and contemplate, I observe the natural behavior of other beings.
    So many different personalities, so many different things to take note of other auras.
    Some auras so dark and boulder like, chains wrapping around that boulder of what's left of my soul.
    Some auras so bright and clueless, that they don't have the faintest idea of just how cruel that world can be upon an unexpecting soul.
    No light blows, no easy hits on this feild of games.
    Live life to the fullest or go home.
    So lost in this thought and observation, so many scattered thoughts, I don't even know what I'm thinking half of the time.
    So alone in my own little world and, I'm okay with that.
    Because I know at the end of the day, I won't be hurting anymore.
    I'll be repairing myself without any more scars to worry about bleeding to much.
    Finally as the day hath come to an end, time for my mind to escape to another level of lostness.
    One that I know there is my few hours of happiness.
    Where the blood spills, where the screams of horror are endless, where I am the one who is the soul cause of fear in the eyes of my victims.
    I am the Queen of Blood, I am the Queen of Darkness.
    I am more horrifying than your worst nightmare.
    I am, everywhere.
    Until the sun rises.
    When the sun rises and my eyes open, you'll never so much as remember I even exsist.