• The blade shines through the darkness
    Calling my name
    Pretending to be a friend of mine
    And I find that i can't resist
    It seems so easy
    Always being careful
    Hiding the scars from the world
    And never letting on how much it hurts
    When people don't see what's in front of them
    I'm invisible to them
    And they don't know
    How the blade punishes me
    Telling me the blood will make it better
    But it never does for long
    It only makes things worse
    Harder todeal with
    Harder to keep going
    Harder to fight
    It's never the right thing to do
    But still I find myself falling into the trap
    Everytime it gets worse
    Days and nights pass
    The calling of the blade gets louder
    Everywhere I go it's there
    I pretend I don't care
    Until I'm alone in my room
    Then I can't pretend anymore
    Not to myself, there's no point
    And I reach for it
    And it bleeds
    And the impurities leave my body like a stream
    And afterwards it's better
    For a time
    Until I remember that I'm alive
    And now I've got more to hide
    It's not better, nothings solved
    The scars are worse
    And I hate myself more than ever
    And I'm still sinking and will be forever
    And the blade just continues to call...