• i feel the dank musty wind
    caressing my face,
    billowing my clothes,
    stealing my breath.

    i look up expecting to see the sun,the sky,anything,
    yet i only see the tiny speck of hope,
    hovering above,
    beyond the grasp of my outstreched hands.

    gravity: long lost,
    sanity: lost cause,
    why do i feel like this?
    so empty,so hollow?

    into the abyss,
    where i threw my joy,
    where my hatred now inhabits,
    i spiral downwards,
    a perennial death plunge.

    the harness long corroded,
    the bungy-cord long severed,

    i lost all sense of bearin,of care,of emotion,
    the fall too much to bear,
    i refuse to fight back anymore....




    i welcome now my descent

    into the abyss