• My heart pounds harder with each step.
    Tears whelp in my eyes as the thought of whats awaiting me.
    The painful sound of laughter fills my ears.
    My feet get heavier as I step closer to the door.
    My insanity takes a painful grip of my mind.
    In the dark room only the voices and I remain.
    I count my steps as I get closer. "1..." My quiet voice echoes in the emptiness.
    I hear a voice that I've never heard before.
    "Just let go the pain will stop, the voices will fade, and you will finally be free."
    "Okay I will..." I reply in a soft whisper.
    As I feel myself let go all my thoughts slip away.
    I take three steps more and a hole in the floor appears.
    "jump in and you will feel no more pain."
    "Okay I will..." I reply in a soft whisper.
    I take a leap into the hole.
    As I fall into the the hole blood drips from every inch of me.
    A sharp pain caresses my body.
    Deep cuts form everywhere on my skin.
    The pain grows stronger by the second.
    The sharp pain of all my goodbyes cradles by body.
    The cuts burn with sorrow.
    Rage and regret move to my balled hands.
    I strike the wall of the hole and it shatters like glass.
    I take a strong grip of my mind.
    I find myself in my padded cell dripping with blood and burning cuts.
    The white walls splattered with blood.
    Pain was the only thing I could feel.
    I don't no how I got here and I don't know how I left.
    Those questions burn in my mind.
    The "end" is with me and I with it and i though to myself "I'm dying..."