I feel so depressed. I have to deal with the way my parents are every single ******** day of my life. I almost can't take it any more. Sometimes my parents make me want to just throw in the towel and leave my house for good. I have almost no consolation from anybody. My parents will probably just tell me to get over it, my 11 year old brother is in nowhere near as much agony, and my 5 year old brother is just too young to understand what the hell is going on...the only people who really understand how I feel are my two best and closest friends...I feel like they're all I've got. It's not like I'm going to go kill myself, but I just feel so god-damn depressed all the time...especially when my parents are at each other's throats. I don't sleep much anymore, and half the time I feel like I would feel better if someone beat me up. I just want this nightmare to end...
LegolisoftheW.R. · Fri Jul 15, 2005 @ 01:04am · 14 Comments |