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	Just a bunch of words...if you put them together correctly they look like my journal What follows are several journal entries that I wrote. Read them if you wish. If not just pass them by.

	"When Death...like a gypsy...comes to steal what I love..."


I can't take this anymore. After one and a half years, my mom finally told my grandfather everything that's happened here, in my house, between my parents. He didn't take it too well. He went back home to Michigan and his health has deteriorated horribly. He's always sick. There was even a period where for 3 days he layed on the couch, didn't bathe, barely slept, and was just sick. If it wasn't bad enoughthat he's going to kemotheropy(sp) for his lukemia, he just got worse. I mean, I just don't know what's going to happen. Will he die soon (if he does I'll just completely collapse mentally)? Will he continue to live until his lukemia gets the best of him? Or will he get better and not die until it happens naturally? I just don't know...I'm confused about enough crap right now without this st... LegolisoftheW.R.** · Fri Jun 23, 2006 @ 04:24am · 4 Comments


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	I'm sorry, that really sucks. I would say that I know how you feel, btu I don't, and I hate it when people say that kind of stuff. I really hope that your Grandfather finds peace in the best way possible. Offline Delightful_FOOL · Community Member · Mon Jun 26, 2006 @ 04:33am


	I sorta know how you feel. My grandmother is dying from lung cancer. They've tried to remove it but now they're to the point that they can't take anymore of her lung without killing her. She's had to do chemotherapy twice and now she's become very depressed and practically has given up. And its like you're torn up, you want them to live, but you don't want them to suffer. So it may not be much but I am sorry that you have to go through this. Offline princess4827 · Community Member · Thu Jun 29, 2006 @ 03:05am


	Remember the next few lines from the subject line, though. "I will still look to the Heaven's I will still seek Your face." Remember that God is with you, just seek His face. "Though I walk through the shadow of the valley of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me. Your rod and your staff, they comfort me." (Psalm 31) God is will you always. Offline PaintMeAPicture · Community Member · Tue Jul 04, 2006 @ 02:09am


	I partially understand what you're going through...my grandfather was recently diagnose with cancer also, I think its in his colon and his heart is failing. It's hard to watch and every time you think about it, every time you think about what it would do to you or the people around you, it hurts so bad. I think you are handling pretty well from what Ive seen though I have seen very little of the true you. I hope he gets better, and I hope that life will get better for you aswell. If it doesnt, just do what alot of us do, kick it in the a** and tell it to shine smiles you can talk to me anytime. Offline Ayame the Wolf Princess · Community Member · Sun Aug 27, 2006 @ 06:00am

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