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So I have realized that I cannot survive Summer Vacation unless I have something productive to do to pass some time. I can't tolerate the feeling of being lazy for very long periods of time. All of my friends that I want to hang out with are busy as hell. I've applied for dozens of jobs and there's absolutely NOTHING available. I have a job interview this Thursday and if I don't end up with a job by then, I may just tear out my hair and check into the nearest insane asylum. I'm the type of person who HAS to be active and on-the-go constantly. It keeps me in shape and gives me a sense of accomplishment. I would almost do a job for no pay, at this point. I start college this Fall and I absolutely can NOT wait. I actually miss school...I just graduated from high school and after all of those years of hating school with a violent, purple passion, I really miss it now. Beyond the cliques and judgemental teachers, I really enjoyed the curriculum because it gave me a chance to do my best at something and prove to everyone that I'm not just another failure without aspirations. I'm not sure if anyone else feels the same, but I'm the type of person who wants to learn new things and execute what I've learned to the best of my ability. Any comments on this dull subject would be greatly appreciated! domokun