I feel so wierd. I can't explain it, really. It's almost like I'm living my life through blind eyes. Like, I'm there, and yet, I'm really not. I feel like there's just this big hole in me that keeps getting deeper as I try to fill it in. Half the time I feel sick, and other times, depressed, and I just can't seem to controle any of it. I feel like I'm on my own side, by myself, like there's no more than a select few who are there to pull me through. I feel like I'm standing in a crowded room, and I'm screaming as loud as I can, and yet no one even lifts their head to look at me. But, none of that really describes how I am feeling inside...I don't think there any words that can
 LegolisoftheW.R. · Thu Sep 08, 2005 @ 10:57pm · 2 Comments |
