Things I've wanted to do after High school
Well that is a lot of things you know.
Everyday something changes in those plans, or adds to them.
I know for sure things I want to do are,
Of coarse marry the guy of my dreams, the guy I completely fell in love for
lol the guy that makes me go crazy ^^
I know for sure I want to spend the rest of my life with him
Anthony
My Angel
Well of coarse before that, I need to move in with him.
And I've thought for a while, like well it isn't my choice when he would propose.
But, surely I would like to live at least a year with him before some things,
Which is like even thinking about children.
That is one major thing I plan, and with him, no one else
Marriage, when we can afford that and can see that, and he finds the right time, I'll be so happy for that day. I don't know when lol but I hope and keep dreaming for that day ^^.
When I can, right now I can't, lol not just cause we aren't officially in a relationship, but of coarse because, of my age.
But I know as soon as I am eighteen I will be waiting for that day, and I'll be dreaming it.
lol I secretly still plan a wedding in my mind, whenever there is a wedding show on I watch it and keep dreaming of that day, and plan what I want my wedding to be.
Children, well I need to put that idea off until both him and I think we can be ready. I mean, I think both of us would want the best for our children, right? Doesn't every mother and father want that, whats best?
I know I will always have that thought on my mind.
But, in the mean time, building up a stable home and income is important.
What I have always wanted to do, study, what I've always taken interest in.
Hmm...lol now that is the major thing that changes every day.
I just cant seem to make up my mind XD lol
I really am interested in a lot of things.
Ranging from arts to science.
I take interest in a lot of things.
I've thought about teaching before, and it seems like a wonderful job.
lol I know some people out there that look at me as crazy, and could never believe me as a teacher XD lol, and I don't blame them, I tend to be random and crazy sometimes...but..<.< no one knows my strict side D:< RAWR...XD lol.
I would like to teach a lot of things, I am interesting in lots of things and I could study, arts, or science.
Those two are my favorites. I wouldn't mind geography either.
Wondering which grade levels to teach has always been complicating =/ I really feel it hard to teach grade school, because you do have to study, English, science, possibly geography, math..omg lol and etc, but hey XD grade school math is easy....~hides past report cards~
Now =/ middle school...if i want to become an art teacher, its either middle or high school....both are dreadful.
So...hm lol XD I'll put that off until I decide which is better.
Now I have thought about interior designing...lol I do like to work with paints and colors, furniture, lighting, and just working all of it to make a room look nice...lol XD thing is, it's always in my taste. And I would be working for clients and well...I'm okay with working with people want, but its a tough job. If they don't like it, your screwed. And well frankly ...not everyone needs an interior designing and you work for yourself and can just fail at it and..well..your screwed lol.
Now I know this sounds crazy...for anyone who knows me...yes very crazy lol.
XD lol at one time I had a crazy idea that I wanted to be an architect.
Oh yes...definitely....~hides card with 30% correct on state assessments for math~ XD lol well it did all start when I learned about drafting and blue printing for theater arts, and I started coming up with my own ideas for a house.
OoOo which also gave me a crazy dream to build or design my own house.
XD lol though that will not happen, it is very unlikely, especially for what I would want, the cost would be more than we could ever earn in a life time.
OooOo I feel like drawing houses again, like a dream house. :[ darn I can never really have such a house but I do like dreaming lol XD
Now lets see as a kid I also dreamed of becoming an archeologist or a paleontologist.
lol though I have to admit I have lost interest in both.
Now I thought about being a nurse....but...I don't like looooong hours or that icky alcohol smell all day >.< and I don't want to stick needles in people >.< I don't want to do it wrong lol.
Though hey XD they get payed really well, and the medical field is always in need XD especially here in the Valley.
But :[ I really don't want to poke needles in people.
Though you know I wouldn't mind working in the medical field.
lol XD I do like studying about the body, and oddly I do love reading about pregnancies and all that...and I even thought about labor and delivery nursing as a job
Even thought about working with computers.
Animation/manga/author/editor/anything having to do with animation and manga/books
tech
LOL or one of those annoying tech support people that seem to get everything wrong and they are no help.
lol really I do have so many ideas, though I think I will let life takes its coarse and see what really comes to me during the couple years in high school.
I would like to go back to planning things after high school non job related...oh and well..of coarse for a job..college is necessary, so I'll think about that too lol. I'll be thinking and planning that shortly, I don't have a lot of years left in high school...well that is if..i can skip that grade...gosh Texas so annoying. lol
Hm well of coarse, it is always on my mind, a baby, having one with him.
I know I can't be picky lol, but a boy, a baby boy, a little tenshi, little key. ^^
I'd like that a lot, so much, I would love it, I dream for that day ^^
When we can have a little bundle of joy, I want to have that little boy already, but of coarse I must wait.
I want to share our love to our little boy, and I want him to be so proud that he has wonderful parents and ^^ lol he will looks up to his father and he would probably be a lot like him. (thinks....his future gfs...oh no...[ lucian what did we tell you <.<] him- its not polite to smack...their sexy tushes ) lol XD random thought
I want to share our lives together, me and Anthony.
Want to travel some of the world, lol I know he really wants to do that, and I know I would love to visit some places.
I want to be with him forever ^^
We could someday own our own house and he could have a garden and all his trees lol, and I could hang a hammock on them and we could live together and wake up in the morning. oh, every morning I could see his face, and it would be the first thing I see, and he would do the same, lol more frequently of coarse XD i tend to wake up late.
But, it would be wonderful to fall asleep with him, knowing he is at my side, and waking up..that hes always with me. I'd always give him a good morning kiss or if I wake up late lol...umm good afternoon kiss..XD lol or maybe a goodnight one..i can wake up late sometimes.
And...since right now he just said something stupid...
Starvation eating is not good <.< omfg that sounds stupid, no its not omg you <.<
Umm...well anyways XP
Gosh, now you made me lose my mood..gosh lol.
Well I just want to spend my whole life with him ^^ have beautiful children live a happy long life with him forever, its what I want and I think he wants that too.
We can have children, and I know our first will be the most exciting.
I still want you to rub my belly when its big, and even when it still isn't.
Kiss it, and love our baby.
I want to show him lots of love, and make sure we are the best parents.
I want to be with my tenshi forever ^^ and learn lots of things with him, and love him my whole life.
I want us to go on dates, dates for our anniversaries and birthdays and valentines.
I want to do lots of things with him, lol...which makes me think of a honeymoon.
Which I want a romantic one
And, it can be fun too
I have thought about places you know.
lol and I wonder which would he like?
A warm place or a cold place
I really liked the mountains and snow and beautiful trees at New Mexico
And with that setting I can imagine a warm cabin with a fire inside and windows that let you look off the side of the mountain where the cabin is on. You could just stare at the beautiful scenery and we could cuddle by the fire. And, well have of coarse what every couple has on a honey moon, under a blanket warm sharing our heat, by the fire, warming up. I'd love that.
A warm place I won't mind the typical Hawaii honey moon lol
I love warm weather now, its nice, we could have romantic evenings.
Down by the shore, the sunset.
lol ^^ typical honeymoon you know, but with you I'd love that.
It would be absolutely wonderful.
There are a lot of things I plan and want and dream for.
Lots of things
And everyday something new is added to my dreams.
I would like to know what my tenshi thinks of, what does he dream of
